hurgh!

ok

kdit aku x bnyk and

shake kol aku!

daym!

aku angkat la

and dia tnya kenapa

omg kenapa semua org amik berat hal kecik ni?

aku ok ja

depa sampai kol aku nk make sure aku

ok

hey im ok!

hahah

but thanks friends

mad,syaraf ,wani and shake

thanks koz

jd listeners tonite.love you guys!

gosh!

shake text aku

tnya ok x

dia ckp

sharaf ada bgtau dia

aku ada krisis dgn nukmn

omg!

syaraf hang ni mmg la

ahahhahh

tacing

ok mlm ni mmg fun gila

sbb sembang dgn wani

mcm nk gila

nk djadikan cita,

kami saja2 mention nama

NU'MAN kat wall wani

karome plak pi panggil dia toyol

but its a joke

then nukman ckp

'esk pi kelas kena la hang'

then dia buat status dia

'alone..and ada org buat aku

sakit hati and trasa'

and aku tau aku org yg diamaksudkn

or karome

but papahal pon

mmg kami la org

yg dia mrh tu

then

aku tnya dia,dia x reply

ok fine

then mad

tny aku kenapa

then dia YM

aku

then kami discuss hal ni

then tetiba syaraf pulak

nk join conference

hahaha

lg best

bini aku join skali!

hahahh

then kami sepakat nk

buat ice breaking kat

nu'man time picnic snr nanti

huh

tah la

aku sbnrnya

x smp hati nk buat mcm ni kat dia

but mad nk buat jugak

dia ckp smp bila benda ni x setle

ok ok

then kami agree

so esk mybe aku nk bgtau

mira jitra

pasal plan ni

now dh 4pg

aku baru lepas ym dgn depa

aku pon nk tdoq

kelas kami semua at 8am satgi

hah dh brapa minggu aku

tdoq lmbt

ni gara2 fb n chat

ishk

kena brubah mcm ni

but in time being,aku sgt lah

benci nu'man ni

aku bkn pembenci lelaki

but he cross the line

dh 2x mrajuk x kena tmpt dgn aku

tlg la

geli kot buat prangai mcm ni

patot la ramai x suka dia

n ramai nk buat ice breaking kat dia

huh

biological clock

im having this

trouble 'diesease'

called

I N S O M N I A

lately

this past few weeks

now im trying so hard to

adjust my biological clock to be

back to normal

seriously

i canT deal with

this anymore.

p/s:biological clock is

the time that our mind has already

set up to sleep and wake up.

i hate to sleep during the day

since i was a kid!

but as this clock

is changing

180degree

now i stay up at nite and i

sleep right after subuh

then i woke up at noon

with a blury mind.

i just hate that

so today,

im planning to really try to sleep

early at 2am

wish me luck

my lil bloggy~

F I S H Y!

to be honest

im actually

sick and tired of this

hunting-hot-guys

im getting matured

little by little

so i really wanna

stop this

'game'

or joke.

back then,

my friend and

were just tryna have fun

playing this

game

whoever gets the hot guys

shes the winner.

its not like we're

playgirl

we never have serious relationship

but not open realtionship

we're just stalked

these hot guys

and whoever get to get

the contact the most,then

we respect her.

argh!

its hard tp explain you know

koz people wont understand.

all am saying is now

im not in the game anymore

but not completely la

stakat nk sembang2 pasal hotties ok la

but nk flirt?

na'ahh

no

not anymore

h a y a d

ok

now is 7.35am

i havent sleep

the whole nite

was chatting with one of the guy

in this group

i really wan sleep now

as i have bio class at 10 am

but i do wanna tell

my lil diary here

what had happened

last nite between me and hayad

but

i guess im too sleepy

so later i'll edit this entry and tell

u ok.

btw, just so u know,i was

chatting with wani

and suddenly the hayad guy

buzz me and say 'hii'

and i was like

'daym!'

it was at 3am

and we chat till 7am

it was a long duration u know

we kutuk CAPRICE!

yes dear

caprice that i adore like crazy

we kutuk caprice like hell

gila kutuk kaw2 ah

hahhahh

hayad told me the bad side of caprice

and i have to admit

its true

hey!

hayad ask to lepak with him

he gave me his number

but im not really interested

to meet him actually.

it will be awkward.

fishy vs peng

ok to be honest

i want to write bout

my senior above.

shes from my high school.

shes nice to me

but shes a pengkid

i hate when she

tryna flirt with me

and ask me to have sex with her

man!im not that kinda lady

beyotch

i know that

i loves to joke about

this sex thing to my friends

but its a joke

and we never mention this s*x word

but she keeps on bugging me

like gimma a break rai

i can listen to your problem but

not this kinda stuff

i want to write about fishy thing

faiz know this better.

rite faiz?

hahahaha

(i know u are laughing

while you read this)

humm..btw,

my lil fishy called me last nite.

a few hours before i wrote this entry

hahhhaaha

he said my duty is just

'to basahkan katil dia'

hahhahhaa

hey it was so funny!

i didnt take it seriosuly as i know

he was joking too

so here my readers.

these are two

different

ways of

talking about s*x.

the first one in

serious and annoyed me

and the second one is

humour and it

makes me smile

i guess guy really know how

to mingle with a girl

instead of a pengkid

who is so desperate trying

to prove to the

world how many

blind moron girls who have

sacrifise their virginity

for the sake of

prooving their love to this

lil half men-halfwoman

named rai.