hurgh!

ok

kdit aku x bnyk and

shake kol aku!

daym!

aku angkat la

and dia tnya kenapa

omg kenapa semua org amik berat hal kecik ni?

aku ok ja

depa sampai kol aku nk make sure aku

ok

hey im ok!

hahah

but thanks friends

mad,syaraf ,wani and shake

thanks koz

jd listeners tonite.love you guys!

gosh!

shake text aku

tnya ok x

dia ckp

sharaf ada bgtau dia

aku ada krisis dgn nukmn

omg!

syaraf hang ni mmg la

ahahhahh

tacing

ok mlm ni mmg fun gila

sbb sembang dgn wani

mcm nk gila

nk djadikan cita,

kami saja2 mention nama

NU'MAN kat wall wani

karome plak pi panggil dia toyol

but its a joke

then nukman ckp

'esk pi kelas kena la hang'

then dia buat status dia

'alone..and ada org buat aku

sakit hati and trasa'

and aku tau aku org yg diamaksudkn

or karome

but papahal pon

mmg kami la org

yg dia mrh tu

then

aku tnya dia,dia x reply

ok fine

then mad

tny aku kenapa

then dia YM

aku

then kami discuss hal ni

then tetiba syaraf pulak

nk join conference

hahaha

lg best

bini aku join skali!

hahahh

then kami sepakat nk

buat ice breaking kat

nu'man time picnic snr nanti

huh

tah la

aku sbnrnya

x smp hati nk buat mcm ni kat dia

but mad nk buat jugak

dia ckp smp bila benda ni x setle

ok ok

then kami agree

so esk mybe aku nk bgtau

mira jitra

pasal plan ni

now dh 4pg

aku baru lepas ym dgn depa

aku pon nk tdoq

kelas kami semua at 8am satgi

hah dh brapa minggu aku

tdoq lmbt

ni gara2 fb n chat

ishk

kena brubah mcm ni

but in time being,aku sgt lah

benci nu'man ni

aku bkn pembenci lelaki

but he cross the line

dh 2x mrajuk x kena tmpt dgn aku

tlg la

geli kot buat prangai mcm ni

patot la ramai x suka dia

n ramai nk buat ice breaking kat dia

huh

biological clock

im having this

trouble 'diesease'

called

I N S O M N I A

lately

this past few weeks

now im trying so hard to

adjust my biological clock to be

back to normal

seriously

i canT deal with

this anymore.

p/s:biological clock is

the time that our mind has already

set up to sleep and wake up.

i hate to sleep during the day

since i was a kid!

but as this clock

is changing

180degree

now i stay up at nite and i

sleep right after subuh

then i woke up at noon

with a blury mind.

i just hate that

so today,

im planning to really try to sleep

early at 2am

wish me luck

my lil bloggy~

F I S H Y!

to be honest

im actually

sick and tired of this

hunting-hot-guys

im getting matured

little by little

so i really wanna

stop this

'game'

or joke.

back then,

my friend and

were just tryna have fun

playing this

game

whoever gets the hot guys

shes the winner.

its not like we're

playgirl

we never have serious relationship

but not open realtionship

we're just stalked

these hot guys

and whoever get to get

the contact the most,then

we respect her.

argh!

its hard tp explain you know

koz people wont understand.

all am saying is now

im not in the game anymore

but not completely la

stakat nk sembang2 pasal hotties ok la

but nk flirt?

na'ahh

no

not anymore

h a y a d

ok

now is 7.35am

i havent sleep

the whole nite

was chatting with one of the guy

in this group

i really wan sleep now

as i have bio class at 10 am

but i do wanna tell

my lil diary here

what had happened

last nite between me and hayad

but

i guess im too sleepy

so later i'll edit this entry and tell

u ok.

btw, just so u know,i was

chatting with wani

and suddenly the hayad guy

buzz me and say 'hii'

and i was like

'daym!'

it was at 3am

and we chat till 7am

it was a long duration u know

we kutuk CAPRICE!

yes dear

caprice that i adore like crazy

we kutuk caprice like hell

gila kutuk kaw2 ah

hahhahh

hayad told me the bad side of caprice

and i have to admit

its true

hey!

hayad ask to lepak with him

he gave me his number

but im not really interested

to meet him actually.

it will be awkward.

fishy vs peng

ok to be honest

i want to write bout

my senior above.

shes from my high school.

shes nice to me

but shes a pengkid

i hate when she

tryna flirt with me

and ask me to have sex with her

man!im not that kinda lady

beyotch

i know that

i loves to joke about

this sex thing to my friends

but its a joke

and we never mention this s*x word

but she keeps on bugging me

like gimma a break rai

i can listen to your problem but

not this kinda stuff

i want to write about fishy thing

faiz know this better.

rite faiz?

hahahaha

(i know u are laughing

while you read this)

humm..btw,

my lil fishy called me last nite.

a few hours before i wrote this entry

hahhhaaha

he said my duty is just

'to basahkan katil dia'

hahhahhaa

hey it was so funny!

i didnt take it seriosuly as i know

he was joking too

so here my readers.

these are two

different

ways of

talking about s*x.

the first one in

serious and annoyed me

and the second one is

humour and it

makes me smile

i guess guy really know how

to mingle with a girl

instead of a pengkid

who is so desperate trying

to prove to the

world how many

blind moron girls who have

sacrifise their virginity

for the sake of

prooving their love to this

lil half men-halfwoman

named rai.

zahiril adzim

ok i read his blog

and i paste what he wrote here.

hey i love his writing!

Menulis, dan juga berkata - kata,

ibarat seperti berbogel.

Setiap apa yang kita tulis

memperlihatkan apa yang berada di dalam kita.

Minda kita terutamanya.

Pemikiran, mentaliti.

Atau personaliti.

Kesemuanya, atau mungkin

sebahagian kecil dalam diri.

Yang pasti, ia dari dalam.

Seperti di belakang pakaian.

Menulis atau melontar pendapat

tentang sesuatu situasi,

isu atau keadaan biarlah cantik

atau molek kata Abe We.

Seperti seorang wanita yang

berpakaian seksi sehingga menampakkan

apa yang difikirkannya cantik.

Lebih tepat, sebagai contoh

buah dadanya

. Padanya mungkin

buah dadanya paling cantik.

Tapi pada mata orang lain, sekitarnya,

sudah terang - terang menyaksikan

keburukkan benda alah itu.

Seperti seorang lelaki yang

tidak berbaju dan berseluar

sehingga menampakkan

tekstur yang tidak rata.

Mungkin padanya,

pistolnya lah paling menonjol

sehingga mampu

menggiurkan gadis - gadis.

Kenyataan sebenarnya

ia menggelikan

tahap sembilan point sembilan.

OK? Ini bukan cerita lucah.

Ini contoh paling dekat dengan manusia.

Tubuh.

Atau juga, contoh yang paling senang

melekat dekat otak.

Jadi kalau buruk yang kamu tulis,

maka buruklah anu yang kamu tunjukkan.

Atau bahasa kasarnya,

bodohlah apa yang kamu tulis kan.

Atau nak kasar lagi?

Tak sanggup aku tulis.

p/s: Pukul 5.30 pagi, tak larat aku

nak explain panjang - panjang.

Harap maklum.

im still a girl

i've been thinking

a lot

these days

and i know that im

not a woman yet

my level of thinking

is the same as a school kid

but nevermine

i cant force this kinda stuff

when the time come

then i'll be the lady mira!

a d i

i just wish you the best

and a ton of luck

in your study!

STOP!

stop being a hypocrite blogger!

ok .i was thinking that most blogger

will try their best to

come out with entries that can attract readers.

why dont they just write

something that is really from their heart.

give the readers something that comes from your heart not from the brain.

brain can lie but heart wont lie..

maybe they scare that the readers will find

their weakness if they admit their weakness.

so they will try their best to be the-person-that-they- want

in the blog not

the-person-of-who-they-are..

okeh whatever it is,

im gonna be who i am in this blogging stuff.

bcause i want this blog to be my lil diary

that i can 'flip through'

in 20 years and i can say

'yeah!i did this, i did that'

not

'umm i lied this part..i did something different

but i wrote something else so that

the readers wont misjudge me'

T A U F I Q

I CANT SLEEP AGAIN

so i went through my photo album and

saja2 edit this pic

oh gosh

seriously

this mr.perfect-that-has-already-being-taken

is

super

duper

perfect!

ok

org dh azan subuh..

masa untuk

ber'insaf-insafan'

surprise to khery!

ladies and gentleman!

i represent to you!

KHAIRI SYAHMI!

wah nama mcm hensem gila

hahahaha

dia ni diva aku ni kat uia

ok to be honest dr sekolah

lg aku mmg nak kawan

dengan lelaki lembut ni

and kat uia,jumpa

pulak laki mcm ni

and hes a good friend of mine!

tomorrow is his bday

so i did a lil surprise for him

and i will give it to him tomorrow

that is this pic above!

im gonna upload this pic tomorrow

cant wait!

he must be so surprise as

we always fight and

backbitting each other

hahahaa

H A P P Y

B D A Y

I N

A D V A N C E

K H E R Y !

am not strong

i cant sleep

so i went through my bookmark

searching for interesting blogs

that i can read

to fill my 'leasure' time

ok..

blablabla

i read enough gossips for like 2hours

then i was like

'ok lets read serious blog'

and randomly click any

url in my bookmark

then it happened that

it was taufiq's blog

ok

i read his first two entry

ok not bad

then i came to the next entry

hum...

ok...

now im numb

i running out of words

to

describe what did he wrote

in his blog

roughly he post a pic of him with his girl

ok

it doesnt hurt me much

seriously

not much..

but then he wrote

that he'll be missing his girl when

she went beck to her hometown..

ok hes a medical student

and his girl

is an ICT student

ok;;;

im out

mira..

throw the hell out your crush

ok

im movin on

thers only 2 guys that i really in love

here in CFS

NAQIB MAZLAN

and

TAUFIQ

ok i admit i have lotsa crush here in CFS

but the one that i really love are naqib n taufiq

why??

because they are like

the perfect guy for me

my mr.right

ok whatever it is

im not going back in the game

just not in the mood of being loved by strangers

yet..

im fine being single

but im not ready to mingle around

ok enough about taufiq

MY LITTLE BABY N

now

it is just that i want

naqib so bad

i just wanna make sure hes mine

doesnt mind if we're stay single

its like, ok

let him be my fiancee

its enough for me

i love him for the way he is

hes perfect for me

he dont really talk a lot,

hes short

he looked like chinese

hes not that excellent but

hes not a dummy

hes taking pharmacy

which is average

he has huge talent in ART

he wanted to be an architecture

but UIA offered him pharmacy

this is because hes result in

SPM is excellent

he looks nerdy

but hes not

he plays tenis

which means he plays

'high class' sport

he admits his weakness

which is good

and his eyes are so sexayy

when we're doing this nasty thing

in meeting called

'eye contact'

hahahah

but i know that i dont make the cut to be

his girl

and i used to called him babyN

ok enough mira!i never thought you

can write such a

long story about

baby N!

he broke my heart!

he kiss this girl!

i aint gotta word to say

imma heart broken

HERE IS MY BABYBOY!

HE MADE ME PROUD!

just read this web

and you know what i mean

i love you JB!!

FACEBOOK VS BLOG

ok to be honest

the main reson why im

back in this blogging world

is because im SICK and TIRED

of the fact that i dont have much privacy

in FB

and as for twitter,the character allowed to be tweeted is only 140.

thats not enough man!

it happened so many times where i typed

with full of emotion and i cant tweet it as the tweet exceed

the 140 characters.

daym!

thus,blog is my alternative..

i mean in FB i cant really talk bout boys

koz people in UIA will give negative impression bout me

(which they already have...)

its not that im obsess with boys..

weh its normal to talk bout boys

its just that im the one who brave enough

to orally admit it!

others just cover2.

and i cant online 24/7 in FB

if not other medical students will

be have this 'weirdo' faces

they'll be like

'die ni online ja x stdy ke?'

hell no!

plizz la

aku bkn budak skema mcm hangpa

masa sek dulu aku msg24jam kot

blh ja skor spm

hangpa tu yg x reti focus bynk benda at a time

errr!

TWITTER & Hutang

seriously

based on my physical observation,..

malaysians are not really

being expose to this new kind of online communication

hey its twitter man!

whoever has BLACKBERRY

im sure you are familiar with terms like

'tweet'

aite??

hahha

hey i used to tweet the whole day

(if the wifi connection is excellent laaaa)

ok i do admit i used to have an ambition to

have a carier in entertainment field..

seriously!

bcoz i love the fab life that artis go through

the fame..

the flash light..

the fans...

goshh

this are all my high school dream

i used to imagine what is their life all about?

how do they spend their free time..

you know,all the stuff

and now!through twitter

all the tangled miserable questions in my head

we're answered!

seriously!
but as im 'part' of their 'fame,fab' life,

now i know that they are just a human

not an idol

they do have difficulties..

they do undergo the phase where

they have to wait like others..

its not that they have the VIP PASSES and

cut the queue all the time.

no they dont

so twitter have made me

understand the fact of this real life..

people are all the same

going through up and down..

why do i have to idolized other human creature?

its that 'jahiliah'??

yeah..

thats all that i learnt in convent

but now in uia

its totally diff

im more to what is muslimah is seposta be like

im trying to be a better person

seriously...im almost 20

im not tryna be like

'ok im 20.im matured.act like a woman not a girl'

nooo

im not

when the time for me to act like woman,i will..

i'll just go with the flow...

in time being..

im pre-woman

and sir mahathir said to me

'kamu teen lgi.act like a teen.

jgn sebok pk2 masalah ni..

biar org tua ja pk masalah

enjoy your teen ages..'

and guess what??

hes right!

i dnt have to be like other UIA(medical) students

yg sebok post pasal islam 24/7

seriously its not that im saying that they are hipocrit

but

they try so hard be have this 'imej suci'

in front of others...

man..i know we have to control ourselves..

but agak2 ah..

dlm fb kemain pasal islam

masuk bilik ckp pasal opposite sex

and ada 1 budak pompuan ni

wow tudung labuh

ckp lembot

mmg pujaan laki uia ah ann

dh la minah ni amik medic

hutang aku almost rm20

dh tu x reti2 byr

berbulan2

padahal sekelas dgn aku ja

aku nk x larat bg msg la suruh byr

duit aku dlm kelas

tp dok buat x reti

skali time meeting society

DIA BG NASIHAT PASAL BERDOSA HUTANG DUIT ORG

what the fish??

then bila aku dh bengang sgt aku pi la bilik dia

then terus ckp

'mira aku ada rm10 ja mcm mana ni?'

aii!

she said that bapak dia pangkat DATO'

xkn xda duit kot..

then aku mls nk ckp bnyk aku amik ja rm10 tuh

seriously aku dh tawar hati dgn org mcm ni

its not bout the money that im pissing off

but her attitude..

text book vs al quran

ok first of all

ysterdaY,i thought of something

that i thought i'll never think about.

here it is...

WHY IS THAT I CAN SIMPLY BELIEVE ALL THE SCIENCES FACT IN TEXT BOOK

BUT I HARDLY BLIEVE ALL THE FACTS IN ALQURAN??

i used to think that reading al quran is

enough as long as

we keep on reading it perpetually,

continuously..

but UIA thought me more than that...

guess what?!!

i just learnt that whats the point of

reciting the versus frm al quran

if you dont worship tp ALLAH

and you dont even understand even a minor part

that u are reading??

thus i decided to buy al quran with

TRANSLATION

ok

i have to admit

now i know that most of the bunch and ton stuff

in the text book

are in al quran!!

i mean

now i really get what is the meaning of

AL QURAN is the book that compliment your life

and remember..

al quran is not to prove the scientific theory

but the scientific theory is the one that will

PROVE THE TRUTH OF AL QURAN

ok mira,ckp bnya x guna

now dh 4pagi..and u dont even perform your isyak prayer!!!??

go go!