HERE IS MY BABYBOY!

HE MADE ME PROUD!

just read this web

and you know what i mean

i love you JB!!

FACEBOOK VS BLOG

ok to be honest

the main reson why im

back in this blogging world

is because im SICK and TIRED

of the fact that i dont have much privacy

in FB

and as for twitter,the character allowed to be tweeted is only 140.

thats not enough man!

it happened so many times where i typed

with full of emotion and i cant tweet it as the tweet exceed

the 140 characters.

daym!

thus,blog is my alternative..

i mean in FB i cant really talk bout boys

koz people in UIA will give negative impression bout me

(which they already have...)

its not that im obsess with boys..

weh its normal to talk bout boys

its just that im the one who brave enough

to orally admit it!

others just cover2.

and i cant online 24/7 in FB

if not other medical students will

be have this 'weirdo' faces

they'll be like

'die ni online ja x stdy ke?'

hell no!

plizz la

aku bkn budak skema mcm hangpa

masa sek dulu aku msg24jam kot

blh ja skor spm

hangpa tu yg x reti focus bynk benda at a time

errr!

TWITTER & Hutang

seriously

based on my physical observation,..

malaysians are not really

being expose to this new kind of online communication

hey its twitter man!

whoever has BLACKBERRY

im sure you are familiar with terms like

'tweet'

aite??

hahha

hey i used to tweet the whole day

(if the wifi connection is excellent laaaa)

ok i do admit i used to have an ambition to

have a carier in entertainment field..

seriously!

bcoz i love the fab life that artis go through

the fame..

the flash light..

the fans...

goshh

this are all my high school dream

i used to imagine what is their life all about?

how do they spend their free time..

you know,all the stuff

and now!through twitter

all the tangled miserable questions in my head

we're answered!

seriously!
but as im 'part' of their 'fame,fab' life,

now i know that they are just a human

not an idol

they do have difficulties..

they do undergo the phase where

they have to wait like others..

its not that they have the VIP PASSES and

cut the queue all the time.

no they dont

so twitter have made me

understand the fact of this real life..

people are all the same

going through up and down..

why do i have to idolized other human creature?

its that 'jahiliah'??

yeah..

thats all that i learnt in convent

but now in uia

its totally diff

im more to what is muslimah is seposta be like

im trying to be a better person

seriously...im almost 20

im not tryna be like

'ok im 20.im matured.act like a woman not a girl'

nooo

im not

when the time for me to act like woman,i will..

i'll just go with the flow...

in time being..

im pre-woman

and sir mahathir said to me

'kamu teen lgi.act like a teen.

jgn sebok pk2 masalah ni..

biar org tua ja pk masalah

enjoy your teen ages..'

and guess what??

hes right!

i dnt have to be like other UIA(medical) students

yg sebok post pasal islam 24/7

seriously its not that im saying that they are hipocrit

but

they try so hard be have this 'imej suci'

in front of others...

man..i know we have to control ourselves..

but agak2 ah..

dlm fb kemain pasal islam

masuk bilik ckp pasal opposite sex

and ada 1 budak pompuan ni

wow tudung labuh

ckp lembot

mmg pujaan laki uia ah ann

dh la minah ni amik medic

hutang aku almost rm20

dh tu x reti2 byr

berbulan2

padahal sekelas dgn aku ja

aku nk x larat bg msg la suruh byr

duit aku dlm kelas

tp dok buat x reti

skali time meeting society

DIA BG NASIHAT PASAL BERDOSA HUTANG DUIT ORG

what the fish??

then bila aku dh bengang sgt aku pi la bilik dia

then terus ckp

'mira aku ada rm10 ja mcm mana ni?'

aii!

she said that bapak dia pangkat DATO'

xkn xda duit kot..

then aku mls nk ckp bnyk aku amik ja rm10 tuh

seriously aku dh tawar hati dgn org mcm ni

its not bout the money that im pissing off

but her attitude..

text book vs al quran

ok first of all

ysterdaY,i thought of something

that i thought i'll never think about.

here it is...

WHY IS THAT I CAN SIMPLY BELIEVE ALL THE SCIENCES FACT IN TEXT BOOK

BUT I HARDLY BLIEVE ALL THE FACTS IN ALQURAN??

i used to think that reading al quran is

enough as long as

we keep on reading it perpetually,

continuously..

but UIA thought me more than that...

guess what?!!

i just learnt that whats the point of

reciting the versus frm al quran

if you dont worship tp ALLAH

and you dont even understand even a minor part

that u are reading??

thus i decided to buy al quran with

TRANSLATION

ok

i have to admit

now i know that most of the bunch and ton stuff

in the text book

are in al quran!!

i mean

now i really get what is the meaning of

AL QURAN is the book that compliment your life

and remember..

al quran is not to prove the scientific theory

but the scientific theory is the one that will

PROVE THE TRUTH OF AL QURAN

ok mira,ckp bnya x guna

now dh 4pagi..and u dont even perform your isyak prayer!!!??

go go!

study

ok nk focus stdy mlm ni

nk stdy atl east half chapter

kena score sem nih!

senior

aku tgk blik gmbr2

senior convent

daym mmg hot2

kenapa aku yg x hot??

l a k s a m

fatin najmi buat aku lapaq laqsam

tgh2 mlm ni

btw,aku blogging

ni

bkn nk bg org baca

so just use simple words ja

nk on twitter tp x blh pulak

dnt even know why

blog

tetiba anna buat aku rasa nk baca blog taufiq balik setelah sekain laamaaa x bukak

jom terjah!

quiz

ok fine

esok ada 2 quiz

so mlm ni stay up

td siang tdoq sedappppp

anna kata taufiq nk skandal ngn sakinah

wow!BERDEBAR HATI

hahah

tp baca blog taufiq ni pon tau dia minat 1 girl ni

but hes honest

and hes still hot!!!

therapy session

kirah

dia kol lagi!aku tjaga tdoq dia geqak!!!babi!!

sacrifise

last month my whole pham went to a vacation...

pi penang..

then td papa kol ckp next week nk pi cameron pulak.

and aku EXAM~

serious time tu nk nangis gilaa...

then ptg ni mama kol

dia pulak ckp nk pi vacation..

dia tnya cuti x..

again, aku ckp exam..

then mama said

''xpa nanty mama bawak vacation pi oversea ok..''

''kita pi tmpat jauh2 lagi ok''

humm...

but still x blh pujuk hati aku

still rasa cam nk nagis

dilemma

nk ubah diri sendiri jd baik

x maki

x ngumpat

xngata org

tp nnty aku tau akn akn lost diri aku sndiri..